August 3, 2010

i'm on fire

At night I wake up with the sheets soaking wet
and a freight train running through the middle of my head.
Only you can cool my desire, I'm on fire



diamond path

I want to write something true
without taking it too far
but this head of mine wont let me
it's been stolen like a car

I'm feeling kind of seasick
on land without a boat
stuck inside a prison
and drowning in the moat

Too tired to think of life
and to learn of what may be
but if you need ears to listen
just sit and stay with me

I'd hate to think of losing
my mind to someone else
to give away all I know
and destroy it's only health

It's not very good at choices
of which is right or wrong
instead it likes to drive
too fast and way too long

I'll try to make some sense
of words that I don't own
just speak of what you knew
and see if it has grown

walking down the diamond path
I stop to look around
where it is I'm going
my feet stuck in the ground

To listen one more time
to what you have to say
I hate to think your leaving
that you are on your way

The sky is big and wide
a place I'd like to be
but here I am standing
and longing to be free.

August 2, 2010

days of the week

Monday- I dislike this day because I have to get up early, everything always seems rushed and nobody takes the time to notice the things around them.

Tuesday- I like Tuesday sometimes, it's the day where I know what is going on and usually can expect what the day will bring.

Wednesday- This is my favourite day because it's in the middle, and nothing ever goes wrong on a Wednessday. I like the way it sounds and the fact that it's the only day that starts with a 'W'.

Thursday- I hate this day, it should not even be a day of the week. I dislike it's unoriginal name, there is already a day starting with 'T' why not 'B' or 'N'? I'd like to have a stern talking to the person who named this day. Everything goes wrong on a Thursday.

Friday- I know many a person wait for this day, but for me it's too short a day. Nothing ever happens on a Friday night for myself, that's probably why I do not like is as much.

just a drawing

wanting this.

never had the heart to tell her





simple

"A break in the clouds. The Blue
outline of the mountains.
Dark yellow of the fields.
Black river. What am I doing here,
lonely and filled with remorse?

I go on casually eating from the bowl
of raspberries. if I were dead,
I remind myself, I wouldn't be
eating them. It's not so simple.
It is that simple."

Simple- Raymond Carver.