the sky broke like an egg into full sunset and the water caught fire

this took too long.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF

1. I sometimes have reactions that are of the feline nature.

2. I have a beauty spot on left side of my top lip.

3. I find myself thinking of the most unusual things and when I try to explain, well I never can.

4. I have irrational fears.

5. I adore sweets.

6. I wear the same shoes everyday.

7. I can watch films for an entire night.

8. I am very good at analysing situations in my head, that's all I do.

9. I don't buy expensive things.

10. I'm losing words in vocabulary...I'm not sure where they've gone.

NINE THINGS YOU’VE THOUGHT ABOUT RECENTLY

1. I wish that I was better at making sweets

2. How much I would love to have a nice time with Noel Fielding

3. What noise a cat makes in the morning

4. What kind of persona I might result in having if I continue to isolate myself as I have been doing.

5. How much I hate school, it's a prison.

6. I would like a bow tie.

7. Where my dreams have gone.

8. I would like a new hat.

9. Marrying an Irish man.

EIGHT WAYS TO WIN YOUR HEART

1. Food and

2. Music and sometimes

3. When you're nice to me

4. I

5. May

6. Just

7. Love

8. You

SEVEN FAVORITE SONGS YOU'VE HAD.

1. Fleet Foxes- Your Protector.

2. Abbe May- Costanza

3. David Bowie- Changes.

4. The XX- Islands.

5. Pixies- Where Is My Mind.

6. The Drums- Forever & Ever Amen.

7. Angus & Julia Stone- Draw Your Swords.

SIX THINGS TO DO BEFORE YOU GO TO BED.

1. Put on my little lamp

2. Clean my teeth

3. Put my jim jams on.

4. Choose a film to watch.

5. Set my alarm.

6. Set my pillows up all comfortable.

FIVE THINGS YOU WISH YOU COULD SAY TO FIVE DIFFERENT PEOPLE RIGHT THIS VERY MOMENT.

1. I really don't like you and I think you should realise this by now.

2. Violence is not a factor of flirting.

3. I hope your musical finishes soon because I miss you.

4. I don't appreciate you.

5. I'm sorry.

FOUR THINGS YOU’RE DOING RIGHT NOW.

1. Contemplating life choices.

2. Watching chefs make pancakes.

3. Listening to my mother blow her nose.

4. Obviously using the c0mputer.

THREE THINGS YOU’RE SCARED OF

1. Vomit.

2. Sleep.

3. The dark.

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE

1. I haven't.

2. Got a clue.

ONE CONFESSION

1. I hate you and it's incredibly hard to face that.

general shite

1. I very much like baking at the moment

2. Contemplating eloping with either an Irish man or an eighteenth century poet

3. I can't find my wit

4. Cheese is one of the best creations of life

5. finished with obsession.

I get bored

sheehan

statements

1. I think I'm losing words in my vocabulary

2. "I will hurt you" or "I always hurt people" is not an excuse, you could just not?

3. Chai latte is the most delicious

4. I am already excited for Christmas

5. Ouch.

knickers

Birds

Peach lips hers desired

only this time the boy looks tired

the never ending plight

like Summer dreaded night

I know your back is sore

it's time for her to leave that door

her fallen out of grieves

like Autumn coloured leaves

There's no time for her cry

don't believe this is your best try

this time it's my turn go

like Winter wishing snow

Your hair has grown longer

and as much as you would wrong her

I know that she'll be fine

like birds of the spring time.

says a lot

so be it

if this is how you want to play, then so be it punk.

Dear Doctor

Dear Matt Smith, or the newest Doctor.

Would be so glad if you could drop by my house in your time machine.

From me.

white winter hymnal

I was following the pack all swallowed in their coats with scarves of red tied around their throats to keep their little heads from falling in the snow and I turned around and there you go and, Michael, you would fall and turn the white snow red as strawberries in the summertime.

-fleet foxes

no need

I dreamed a dream

I'm on my third batch of medication. With each medication comes a different sort of dream. Last night, well my dream was most interesting. It was an interlude of great psychotic and completely fucked up.

It was set in a rain forest and it was wet and it smelt so good. Wet leaves and moist ground you know the sort. But I fell down these rocks and the whole skin on my forehead came of and blood was pouring down my face. But I couldn't feel it only taste it slightly when the drops of blood would reach my mouth. I kept on walking through the rain forest when a purple flower grew out from the wound on my forehead (still gushing with blood mind you). I started to grow tired as if I was on a mission of some sort when a floating foxes head came down from the sky and said to me-
"What you seek is not what the zebra says you are".

Then, I woke up.

diamond dancer

quotation quotation

"All this talk about equality. The only thing people really have in common is that they are all going to die"


Bob Dylan said this.

her skin was blue

I think my cup is too full. None of that 'is it half full or half empty?' bullshit. It is just simply too full of uncertainty. Folks, now I'd be so glad if you had the foresight to come and rescue myself. Thank you.
Oh and yes, where ever you may be right now, I can not fathom the amount of anger I feel towards you.

what more do you want me to say, little shit?

hatway oremay oday ouyay antway emay otay aysay, ittlesay hitsay?

nothing more

I am angry with you.

21 Jump Street

Now, this television show is worth staying in bed all day for. I spent majority of my day in my bed watching this with slight intermissions for food and such. I have been really slack with almost everything lately and almost seems questionable by my peers why I stay inside devoting my hours to films and television series. But 21 Jump Street can never go wrong. It's a gas. Also the recognition of Johnny Depp's appearance as a definite and absolute catch, what better era than the eighties to create a cop show? This show taps into all sort of juvenile situations. The team are undercover cops in high schools solving tha crimes. But I tells ya, the scenery of tragic hair do's and fucking killer outfits makes the home run.

This be da show to watch bitches.

I’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me?

silver platter

icons of the era

never a day like today

It is so nice to finish the day, which was a tremendous day. Especially to end it in such a way that I am now feeling very serene, which is never the case for such anxiety driven people like myself. To finish it with warm English muffins dripping with butter, a cup of earl grey tea, underneath my safe and warm bed watching classic John Hughes films.

I feel very tired of my surroundings, not that they bring me down (I have not a reason to be) but it seems as if I have seen the same things time and time again. Thus leaving me, wishing to travel. I do not know where, somewhere where things are new. But maybe...my eyes are just not open enough.

I spent the day with a fellow Beatle enthusiast, it sometimes feels nice when someone has the same intensity of interest that you have of something. Instead of hopelessly floating around thinking "what am I supposed to do now?" We watched Help! and generally chatted about the group for a while. I really enjoyed it.

It is the first day of June today, which means the first day of Winter and I am frightfully excited. The rain makes me feel a lot more happier than any day with sunshine. I am looking so forward to completely dressing appropriately for the weather about to arrive. I sometimes forget the value of a day. There will never be another first of June in the year of two thousand and ten.

duckie